Love, PSYCHOLOGY, Relationships, Write

I Still Wait For You.


The world have begun to end,

I still wait for you. Again.

Still. My heart & my soul,

You don’t show up anymore.

I won’t move ahead until you do,

Without your heart, my heart remains in two.

I forget everyday what you said.

I only care about myself.

I love you for who you’ve been,

You don’t love me for even my possibilities!

I don’t care about that either.

I care about you & I being together.

Sometimes, I want to snatch you away,

Even if you want it or not.

I want to keep you safe, just in my arms.

Even if you beg, cry and plead for freedom,

I feel like I won’t let you go,

Not until you give me all of YOU.

Okay, Let’s be real now,

I am not going to do anything like that! Wow!!

You really thought my love is so cynical & wrong?

I love you now and will love you forever,

Yet, I love myself & I understand how life goes.

I am saddened by the thought of you not loving me,

But I still wait for you because of the “What if” & “May Be”……

Taruni Sharma is a content creator in the entertainment field. She is a writer & being interested in human psychology & life’s philosophy (& because of being too emotional), she loves writing poetry & prose about love, life, self & personal development. Stay in touch by following her Blog, Instagram, Twitter, Spotify Podcast, Linkedin, Youtube & Quora.

Love, PSYCHOLOGY, Relationships, Society, Write

My Lost Love

Do you still miss me?

He asked me in a dream. I couldn’t say no. 

Because I missed him more than I missed me.

He left without the love I have in my heart.

That love still rots with my soul. 

It feels fresh but rots like it’s old.

The wind still blows, the breath is still going on,

 The pain is now a habit like it was before.

Left with no choice of my own,

 I sunk everyday in the ocean of my choking tone…

Pretending is my day job now,

Tears are my night time moans.

I fought for a long time.

Fought for my own peace of mind.

Fought with myself and with time, as it heals everything,

I thought it would heal my broken heart & free me from this crime!

The crime I commit every second,

 To love him & lose myself to the man I lost without reason.

Or may be there was a reason, 

That my love was too much to bear, 

And for me, he had none to share.

Don’t be fooled though, I know he cares.

There’s no point, yet, it’s something to despair. 

And so, just like that, I accepted the truth.

The truth, that there’s no un-loving once you fall in love that’s true.

It’s okay. I have accepted that I will remain in love for eternity.

I know how to handle it with tranquility.

I will pretend in the day and face it all at night.

I will think about him in my daydreams and will go on with my life……

Love, Relationships

The Longing In Vain

I longed him like the tree longs for rain.
I desired his touch as if it could heal the pain
Although, he never touched me for real,
But that wasn’t needed to love him,
He touched my soul in an old fashioned way.

Years after months after days after hours,
Still, my hope was as rigid as the spring flower’s…
Hope that one day this longing will end.
May be someday, he’ll hold my hand.
But who could tell what was going to mend,
After all, life happens while we’re busy making other plans….

I thought I could wait forever and
One day, this dream will triumph.
So naive & broken, my mind said the truth and the heart remained entwined..

I wish I had never known him,
Least I could do now, is to tell myself that I lied…
No, it wasn’t meant to be,
No, it’s not the end of time ..

I know he is a man, but he was different than the pretentious ones….
Let him go, I tell myself everyday.
Love is just cliche in everyway.

I can tell myself as many lies in vain,
The truth will remain,
That I longed him like the tree longs for rain…