I saw it. The way you looked at her.
I knew it. You would never look at me that way.
It took a while to let that sink in. Now it has.
Let’s get to reality, shall we.
I won’t like your pictures anymore.
Not even if you still look the most handsome man.
I won’t click on your name and read our chats again.
Because whenever I read our texts, I see only I, Me & Myself.
You’re there for pity & to save your back up plan!!!
No, I am not going to be your backup anymore.
Especially when I am not even a prior friend.
I won’t talk to you, ever. Even if you call, i’ll be as formal as I can be.
Even if it means to be rude & blimey on your part.
As, I am not that crazy-wild girl anymore. Not to you.
Not the girl you used to know!
I am not in love with you now.
Even if I feel something with just your thought.
That doesn’t mean love. It means my ego has taken over your name.
I am not going to text or call you ever.
No more swallowing my pride for the love that exists only inside me.
You were nice to me. But now you just don’t care.
That hurts you know!!!
Someone loving you so much & you loving just yourself!
Well, I shouldn’t be angry at you.
It’s not your fault that I fell for you!
But I am going to be angry at you, because I need to heal.
You see, I have to be angry & hate you for not loving me.
The love needs to be transformed into pride & ego.
It’s the only way I can let you go……